Death knocks again
Death is all around me. He visits my friends, my family, skirts around the edges of who I care about the most. He looks over my shoulder, almost touching as...
View ArticleTear
I wandered on a gray plain. To you it would not look like life, but to me it is all life. When you meet someone so vibrant of colour and...
View ArticleIt Hurts
The past, that is. I know how useless it is to run away from it, and yet thats what I always seem to do. Is keeping it in a locked...
View ArticlePain
I thought I knew pain. I was its mistress, I loved it and danced with it and I said, now I rule you, now I own you, and that is...
View ArticleSticky web
Things are moving with an unbelievable slowness, which I find particularly frustrating, because time is moving so fast. Ive never seen time like this, time that flashes by so quickly...
View ArticleGoodBye GoodNight
I see it already So clear. The slack limbs dull coat eyes sqeezed shut or wide open and grinning open mouth teeth bared. Its Death again he's come. Come to...
View ArticleBlood and Time
They arent kidding, when they say theres not enough time. Earlier this week there was blood on my hands. People kept telling me it didnt belong there but that didnt...
View ArticleThe Shadowed Dark
Once, before, I was me. I was directed and pushed and these all became me too. Then this thing happened. I still cant really explain it. But it was too...
View ArticleBroken Heart
Ive quite often asked, in my life, how many times can a heart be broken, and continue to beat? Ten years ago I felt my heart had been broken so...
View ArticleWound
I used to think my heart had a scar. Now I know its a wound, it may be over a scar but its bleeding fresh, its leaking lymphatic fluid, even...
View ArticleThe Redhead is Dead
Its not an easy thing living with multiple personalities. When they first started to develop, oh, about 15 to 20 years ago, I did name them, but decided that was...
View ArticleIts dark
I like the dark. I always have, but for some reason, I dont like sleeping in it. I go through stages. Sometimes I need to fall asleep in front of...
View ArticleFleeting Touch
For most of my life, I was afraid to get to close to people. Its an old story really. I knew their touch on me would be fleeting, so I...
View ArticleRecruiting
I see this guy at work. He comes in late. He never smiles. I know for a fact, I have an infectious smile. I am remarkably pleasant, and equalize situations...
View ArticleDark,...Ugly
Its funny how certain things bubble to the surface. Some of us are so dark within that a single, dark thought cannot really be noticed, as we have accepted that...
View ArticleDarker
There are some horrible things in my mind. I know what Ive become, I know why I cant get rid of them. I know my outlets dont outlet enough, and...
View ArticleSomething
Theres something dark and ugly running through my blood. Its to be expected I suppose, if you just look at part of me. A psychotic who experiences severe mood swings...
View ArticleDark Music
My guts are twisting in knots. I no longer care what I eat, nothing seems to help. What does it matter? Its unlikely I'll get fat. Dark music is sweet...
View ArticleMemory... Dream
If I were locked in a world where I had nothing but memory, at least I have some good ones. Do I have enough to last a lifetime or more...
View ArticleLight
Its so true that you cant have darkness without light. If we had no light, how would we ever even know what darkness was? It would simply be, and there...
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